I
was 15
when I
met Justin he was my first boyfriend who I was
completely obsessed
with. I always wanted to be with him and him
with me but us being so
young he had to move away to NY from Ma and we
sort of lost touch. I
called him about 5 years latter to say hi I
was pregnate with my
daughter and he seemed not too inpressed. He
had asked if I seen the
movie romeo and juliette and I replied no. He
said he always thought of
me when he seen that movie. His last words to
me on the phone was
''Well have a good life.'' I had moved on with
my life and thought of
him on ocasion. One day I was driving by exit
7 and saw a black shaddow
of a man walking across the highway it was
unlike anything I had ever
seen before.Then it just dissapeared. I could
only think that some one
was trying to tell me something. I thought 7s
hmm what could it
possibly be? 7-7-07 maybe something bad will
happen on this date.
Months had passed and the date had passed with
nothing bad happening so
I shrugg ed off what had happened and tried to
forget about it until
strange things kept hapening over and over as
if someone was trying to
tell me something.I kept seeing black shaddows
out of the corner of my
eyes. I had a strange bird that kept banging
on my windows (upstairs
and down)my alarm clock would go off when it
was never set I'd get up
to shut it off and it would go off as soon as
I held it in my
hand. I bought a new one and it sounded
when it wasn't even
plugged in me and my husbnd said there has to
be batterys in this thing
so we took a screw driver and took it apart
and there was nothing we
were very freeked out and the strangest was
one night I awoke about 2
or 3 am to use the bathroom and as I was
sitting on the toilet there
was a round light on the wall. I was staring
at it (there was a
nightlight in the bathroom) as I was staring
it started to move up the
wall slowly and acrosst the celing then
disapeared when it hit the edge
of the celing. I was nervous and awoke m y
husband he said everything
was fine and we went to bed. As I was laying
on my back almost asleep I
felt something ontop of my body almost like
swirling wind but there was
no fan on in the room.My body was paralized.
It was a very peacful
feeling and very familiar. I new it was a
spirit but I could only think
of my grandfather who had passed. Imediately I
new it wasnt him by the
feeling I had it was much too intimate and I
was not very close to my
grandfather anyhow. As I was completely awake
I just fell asleep. This
happened on Nov 5 2007. From then on I started
thinking of Justin
uncontrolably. Driving, when I awoke in the
morning constantly thinking
wow I wonder why I keep thinking about him and
I wonder how hes doing?
Then on May 13th 2 days before his 28th
birthday I decided I was going
to look him up to say hi. I typed his name
online and learned he died
in a terrible fall from a building. My heart
ached as I put together
the pieces of what had been happening to me.
Then I learned that justin
died on 7-7-07 at the age of 27. What hurts me
even more is that in the
picture they had in the news paper of him I
looked in the backround and
saw he was standing in a parking lot just 2
minutes from where I live.
He had lived in the same town as me at one
point and I never knew it.
That day I found out I cried and kept smelling
the scent of roses.I now
know it was Justin trying to tell me he had
passed.. God bless you
Justin
