Hi, my name is Emily, and I've had
several experiences with the paranormal. I don't remember
exactly when
it was that I started being able to feel the presence of
"others" and
having dreams or daydreams that would later come true, but it's
been
happening for years now. I can walk into a room and immediately
sense
if something else is in there. I don't tell many people about
it, as
they usually think I'm nuts, but there are three experiences I
won't
hesitate to share.
The first of these experiences happened in the autumn of 2000. I
was 14
years old, and had recently been baptised. I was at a Youth
Group
retreat with my (former) church, at a camp in the mountains, and
there
were several other kids there as well as the pastor, his wife,
and a
few other adults. From the first night, I felt uncomfortable in
the
cabin that had been assigned to the girls. There was a bear skin
hung
on the wall, across from the sofa where I was sleeping, and its
blank
stare really creeped me out. The second night, we had a campfire
and
marshmallow roast. I mentioned to the other teenage girl, who I
was
friends with, that I felt like there was something in the cabin.
This
girl wanted to prove to me that the cabin wasn't haunted or
anything,
so we left the campfire to go check it out. The girl, "R", had
been
dabbling in witchcraft, and she took a white candle and burned
two red
leaves over it, and I'm still not sure what this was all about.
When I
later told this story to my Wiccan friend, a look of horror
crossed her
face, and apparently burning red leaves over any candle can
summon a
demon if the witch is inexperienced or, God forbid, wants to
summon
one. So, as the red leaves burnt, something hit the cabin with a
huge
BANG, shook everything and scared us half to death. The lights
also
went out, though this may have been more of a "psychic" lights
out than
a physical one. I totally, completely, lost my mind and bolted
out the
door. I ran back to the campfire, and told the pastor that there
was
something in the cabin and that he needed to come quickly, and
then ran
back to the cabin to make sure "R" was alright. She was walking
towards
me, and she was saying in a very bizarre, high-pitched voice
that "It's
alright, there's nothing in there, it's gone now..." and I saw
that she
had NO PUPILS. I remember the blank look very clearly, and
writing that
sentence just made me start shivering all over again. The pastor
and
the other adults got to the cabin, and I don't know if any of
them
saw/felt the black aura around it, but I sure did. The pastor
performed
a basic exorcism, and "R" stumbled, as if she was a puppet with
its
strings cut. I don't think the adults noticed her, just the
cabin.
Anyways, the exorcism apparently worked, but I insisted on
sleeping
next to the pastor's wife that night. "R" left the church
shortly
afterward, and I saw her at school occasionally but we sort of
lost
contact, and then she left the school. I don't know where she is
now,
but I hope she is doing alright.
The second happening was while I walked up a staircase, in a
stairwell.
I don't remember exactly where this was, but the stairwell
hallway was
painted white, the railing was either red or green painted
metal, and
the stairs were concrete. I misstepped, and as I felt myself
beginning
to fall backward, I thought "I'm not going to survive this
fall." Right
as the gravity began to pull me down, a hand pressed itself
firmly into
my back, and pushed me back onto the step. I continued to the
top of
the stairway and stood at the top for a moment, looking down. I
remember saying "Thank you" to whoever it was.
The third happened just recently, while I was in the downstairs
of my
boyfriend's house. I was playing the video game Dance Dance
Revolution,
and I was the only one in the room. Someone put their hand on my
left
side, just above the waistline of my pants. It wasn't meant to
push me
down or anything malicious, just to let me know that she was
there. I
got a very distinct flash that it was a she, and then she was
gone. I
told my boyfriend what had happened, and surprisingly he
actually
believed me. Good man, hehe. She's been down there on occasion
since
then, poked me once, but I don't think she is attached to the
house.
Maybe an object in the house, maybe it's me that she is
following.
Maybe I should carry a cassette recorder with me and try
recording an
EVP next time she's down there with me.
Thanks for providing this opportunity for me to share my
experiences
with others! It's nice to know I'm not alone (I never thought I
was,
really), and comforting to know that others can sense things the
same
way I can.
~Emily